Damn it!!! well, he almost (unfortunately) killed himself: I’m back. Not that anyone would have noticed otherwise. I had to go get some care for myself on the psychiatric level. I was depressed and somewhat suicidal, so it’s great to be back after spending nine nights and ten days. It’s absolutely no picnic, you’re hoarded in like sheep and have to march to the hospital’s directions every single day. You have a roommate you might like, fortunately I had a good one. The food is garbage, your sleeping arrangements are awful, your beds are terrible, you might as well lay your head down on the mattress rather than the two so called pillows they give you. You are awoke every morning at six am for vital signs, medications, then have to wait two hours to go eat terrible food for breakfast. After that you go to group for an hour and a half. There’s more females there than males, which equals a lot of drama, basically today I feel like I got paroled from jail. I have a lot to get caught up on, has everyone been doing well during my absence? I certainly hope so, even the posters who berate me because of my past posting habits, I still care about you guys too. What about the coronavirus? Is social distancing still a thing? Y’all don’t be a stranger and it’s great to be a part of TMB again.